Friday, 4 April 2014

NaPoWriMo Day 4



Prompt: Write a poem for a person who crossed your mind today (stranger or otherwise).

I remember packing with a ferocity,
hoping that the boxes would mask the dull ache
of you:
absentee.

I don’t think of you very often anymore
but the days sometimes bend in your direction
and I wonder how fall felt on the lake
and if you’re still parking your car on the
fourth floor of the car-park
two slots from the stairs.

Did the adventures you chose without me
quench the frenzy under your fingernails?

Do you still cook hotdogs for breakfast?
Do you still go home every Sunday for
homemade wonders and blessings?

I can’t hear your voice inside my head anymore.
I don’t remember what you sound like,
the way your skin chaps.
I can’t remember our last kiss.

I’m not sad when I think like this.
Mostly curious,
there is no stinging anymore
maybe just a slight bump-
a lesion that suggests that at one time
I felt pain.

The scar-tissue
miniature,
but still there.

This is not a love poem
or a love/lost poem.

This is a reflection.
A curious,
how are you doing?
that shows up maybe
twice a year.

I’m not going to call and ask any of this myself
and tomorrow
this fleeting thinking time will have passed
a new stranger/
lover/
visitor
will occupy my thoughts.

Absentee-
I know I’m that to you too.

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